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Post by SNL_Ali on Feb 24, 2005 20:15:18 GMT -5
You all probably know why I've been gone for so long....those who don't, I'd rather not explain right now.
Basically.....I've changed/am changing a lot right now. My life has been tossed around, kicked, slapped, and kinda left to wiggle around a little bit on the ground. It really sucks. I know my life has changed, and in doing that my views on just about everything have too. I've BARELY had a chance to speak with Tyb, and as of now I don't even really know if I still fully BELIEVE in daemons. I don't even know what Tyb's form is right now. Thats how messed up I am right now.
I've become wiser......I'm not as carefree....I'm a lot deeper than I was. I still have my humor and craziness, but I'm much more grounded in where I stand and what I do. I spend more time with my family and close friends, and have learned to go with the flow when it comes to problems. I USED to almost turn into a different person if I came around people I was uncomfortable with. I've sworn not to do that anymore. I'm sympathetic to others problems....I'm there for my friends to cry on now. I'm more loyal than ever, but now know when to turn my back when things get out of hand. I'm more open, I share what I'm feeling now, and don't shove it into some place in the back of my mind and pretend to be happy. I can't afford to do that anymore.
I've changed so much in the last month. Tyb used to be a magpie.....but so much now has happened I don't know WHAT hei is. Guys....I trust you.....you knew me before, now read what I just wrote, and please, for me, tell me what animal you think Tyb is. I want an outside opinion, because I'm really lost right now. Any suggestions (in reason) would help. Thanks guys, and wei've missed you.
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Kamy
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Post by Kamy on Feb 24, 2005 20:34:11 GMT -5
thats a really big change r u ok?
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Post by J and Captiosus on Feb 24, 2005 20:36:49 GMT -5
It's great you're back! Sorry I can't help, but I just want to say that I'm happy you're here again.
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Post by SNL_Ali on Feb 24, 2005 20:36:59 GMT -5
My father, after 4 years of fighting Lou Gherig's disease, passed away early this month. Its been a long time coming, and for the past 6 months or so my personality has been very conflicting and changing. I haven't been able to see Tyb as clearly or to speak/envision him as well during that time. So I'm not really okay, I guess you could say. ;;
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Kamy
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Post by Kamy on Feb 24, 2005 20:38:55 GMT -5
wow that sux, part of the reason is probably his passing on
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Post by J and Captiosus on Feb 24, 2005 20:40:19 GMT -5
My father, after 4 years of fighting Lou Gherig's disease, passed away early this month. Its been a long time coming, and for the past 6 months or so my personality has been very conflicting and changing. I haven't been able to see Tyb as clearly or to speak/envision him as well during that time. So I'm not really okay, I guess you could say. ;; Geez...I'm sorry.You're just going through a rough time...I hope everything works out OK....
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Dan
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Post by Dan on Feb 24, 2005 20:40:44 GMT -5
First of all, we are all glad that you're back, and wei're sorry to hear that life has been hard, but glad that things are finally settling down again, you're still quite welcome here, and were missed quite a bit. Now, down to the analysys. I've been doing some thinking, and I know one thing for sure, you arn't a bird any more as far as I can tell, unless you are an owl, since traits apply there still. I'm thinking that you are something mamilion though, something that listens, and something that sees truth. My closest guess is that you have become some kind of cat, but I can;t put my finger on what kind, it isn't your average housecat, theres a sort of pack aspect. Perhaps a feral cat of some kind, that could represent the other side to your socialness, the loner, but still in the pack, yet seperate. Don't let life keep you down! ~Dan&Dal
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Post by SNL_Ali on Feb 24, 2005 20:43:48 GMT -5
I've missed ya Dan. Yes....I was leaning towards some sort of mammal in the canine/feline/ maybe even mustelid-type critter........and I know I'm not an owl. Who knows....anyone else have any guesses?
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Post by cock of teh walk on Feb 24, 2005 21:08:51 GMT -5
Well, from what ive seen of you, i would say something happy and bouncy, although ..i cant explain ..i dont think the changes in your personality are thaat drastic, i think you would be animal that is deep and emotional, but with the power to keep that under the surface until the time called for it. Or to push it to the front if you choose. I would say some sortof small bear. bears always seemed paradoxal to me, and thats what you are sounding like . deep but light, happy but more...jaded/expirienced. bears seem cuddly and cute and so much fun from far up but in honesty theres so much more strength and character underneath and dont you dare assume anything about them. Theres aloooot of different kinds of bears, yo could look for a cat-like one, just to mix two ideas . binturong and otterish animals come to mind.
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Post by |3200k1 on Feb 24, 2005 22:47:18 GMT -5
I'm sorry. I was kinda new to the forum while you were here,so it's apparent why I wouldn't know wel enough of you to be told why you weren't here. Something similar happened to me last year and I came out of it after a few months for the better. It's one of those things that you build on. ^_^ Evem though I can't say I know you very well, I still wouldn't mind talking more often. Things like that can change a person drastically,but for the better or worse is up to you. EDIT- Just read the things about daemons. I'd say some type of cat,or,just to be biased and put my 2 cents in,a jackal. Theyre realy solitary,but also form clsoe-knit packs with those theyre very close to,but don't usually last as long or get as large as wolves. ^^ Nonetheless,I'd stil say cat.
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Post by Spiral Sun on Feb 25, 2005 1:00:07 GMT -5
*gives SNLObsess a hug* I'm glad to see that your back, even if it isn't very frequent. I was worried after your last thread and I'm glad that your alright, even though your not compleatly ok. I'm not very good with any kind of analysis's, I wouldn't put you in a domesticated canine cattagory, maybe a feline is better. Sorry, I'm not much help ...and Dan, you dissapeared for a little while as well, nice to see you back too.
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Post by Kaye&Lanh on Feb 25, 2005 6:36:20 GMT -5
SNL, just know that we are always here if you ever need to rant, rave, and let loose. *hugs* I think that you might have a cat dæmon now too... Something not many people know about... somethign different than your usual lions, tigers, cheetahs and all those well know cats. And ocelot? (i can't spell, sorry)
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Post by |3200k1 on Feb 25, 2005 10:23:50 GMT -5
SNL, just know that we are always here if you ever need to rant, rave, and let loose. *hugs* I think that you might have a cat dæmon now too... Something not many people know about... somethign different than your usual lions, tigers, cheetahs and all those well know cats. And ocelot? (i can't spell, sorry) Yeah, ocelot is spelt right. ^_^ Maybe a margay. I have a friend with a margay daemon. It's like an ocelot,just a tad bit smaller.
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Post by SNL_Ali on Feb 25, 2005 20:11:37 GMT -5
Its strange though....I look back on what I wrote now and don't know what to think. I honestly don't think he's a cat......but I don't really think he's any kind of dog-like animal either. I really don't know what to make of myself. ;; I guess I'll just go along with whatever for now, but I'm really not thinking a cat is it. Neither of us are.
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Post by |3200k1 on Feb 25, 2005 20:54:49 GMT -5
Its strange though....I look back on what I wrote now and don't know what to think. I honestly don't think he's a cat......but I don't really think he's any kind of dog-like animal either. I really don't know what to make of myself. ;; I guess I'll just go along with whatever for now, but I'm really not thinking a cat is it. Neither of us are. I'm sure it'll all work out. ^_^
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