Being Seperated from your Dæmon

[Addy]

I feel as though I am seperated from Haim. What should I do?

[FrouFrou]

Like you talk to him, and hes just not there? If so I understand the feeling and its happened to me before but I cant really help..

[Annie]

Do you mean as though he is just....gone? I don't think that can happen anyway... so nevermind. Earlier this year I felt like I didn't know Rano anymore. He was me, but at the same time he wasn't. It felt like that. It was really weird. I got really depressed and I would watch him as he watched me. We'd just look at each other, then one of us would snap out of it and go about normal buisness. It lasted for a few months, then, around the beginning of summer, I felt reconected with him again, and our bond was stronger than ever. I'm not too sure what caused it, but what I did about it was I meditated. While I was meditating I'd reach out to Rano and feel a bit more 'with him' each time. I don't mean meditating like sitting with my eyes closed and candles burning in a room all by myself. I'd just pick a place where I could zone out for a while and go for it. Except it wasn't only zoning out. It was more than that... like a deep zoned out state. (well that didnt' sound very intelligent No wonder I hate english)

seeing as I have lost myself, I think I'll go now, and hope that some of it made sense, and that it helped somewhat. Meditating...ish...........that will help!!!?

[Addy]

no, I can sometimes hear him. Like, I'd be, like running and I'd suddenly remember that Haim was with me and he'd say, "Stop talking, Addy and run faster!" But now, It's like, "Haim, you there?" "Yes, but I can barely hear you. Ads, get back to work!" then He'll be gone. I feel really wierd and sometimes I get dizzy. It's like I can't see properly and I get anxiety. I hope it doesn't last long. I just met Haim...

[Kirjavi]

Just start talking to him. Take yourself to a place where you won't have any distractions and just envision him with you. You can even be completely silent. Just sort of think through things together, and it doesn't need to be in words. Just see him with you and then maybe the talking will become easier again. That's my advice atleast.

[Addy]

To Hannah: I took your advice. The next morning I woke up and Haim was like, "C'mon, Addy, I'm hungry!" Our bond is now very strong. I can talk to him more clearly. THANKIE THANKIES! Although It is still hard to see him.

[Annie]

Hm... glad to see that what I said makes sense. tis good that you are talking to him clearly again. Maybe the seeing thing will take a bit more time.

Patience grasshoppa(lol ;D)