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Snappy
Apr 19, 2005 16:52:48 GMT -5
Post by Annie on Apr 19, 2005 16:52:48 GMT -5
I don't understand what's going on between me and Rho. He's always angry at me, and biting my head off for simple things. He's done it forever, but before it was all fun and games. Now, It seems like he really means it when he says I'm stupid. Instead of motivating me to be better, it worries me. We bicker constantly, and not in the 'OMG, I hate you. ' *five seconds later* 'Oh, I love you so much!' It's more like a 'I hate you!' *five seconds later* 'Your'e so idiotic' He doesn't understand either. It's like my daemon has PMS or something. o.o Because after a while we forgive each other, but instead of forgetting right away what happens, it still stings. He feels it too. I just don't get what's going on. Does anyone else have any experience with this, or know what I can do? I've talked to him about it and we can't figure it out. Maybe some outside views can help.
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Snappy
Apr 19, 2005 16:59:12 GMT -5
Post by |3200k1 on Apr 19, 2005 16:59:12 GMT -5
hasn't happened to me,but maybe you're angry at yourself for something deep-down to the point that instead of being comforting,he's taken the resentment that you've been supressing and taking it out on you as a way of showing you that you're mad at yourself?
O_0 That sounds crazy...maybe you should talk it out and start slowly until you both express your feelings. That sounds odd when thinking about a daemon and thinking that you should both already know but...Yeah. *shrug* Thats about all you can do.
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Snappy
Apr 19, 2005 20:04:49 GMT -5
Post by Tatl & Valian on Apr 19, 2005 20:04:49 GMT -5
hasn't happened to me,but maybe you're angry at yourself for something deep-down to the point that instead of being comforting,he's taken the resentment that you've been supressing and taking it out on you as a way of showing you that you're mad at yourself? Hey, that makes sense actually. You're so frustrated and depressed and you want to scream so you scream at yourself, kinda. I've sorta been through this.
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Snappy
Apr 20, 2005 12:51:58 GMT -5
Post by Zoe 'n' Calosta on Apr 20, 2005 12:51:58 GMT -5
That must hurt so bad But Brooke's right, it's you that's angry at yourself and your daemon is projecting it. Cal and I had a huge argument once, we usually do that 10 second argument but we were totally ignoring each other for about half an hour. Then I just said I'm sorry and Cal said it too, maybe you could apologise to soften him up and then ask him why he's doing this. Or it could be stress?
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Snappy
Apr 20, 2005 20:05:53 GMT -5
Post by Annie on Apr 20, 2005 20:05:53 GMT -5
Maybe stress, because I honestly can't think of why he'd be like this and when I asked him he was crying and he said he didn't know. I've been kindof slipping back into my depression. That could be it. I dunno. At least everything isn't dark like it was before. Like I had my eyes wide, but couldn't see. *shudder* I never want to go through that again. Maybe he's doing this because he doesn't know what else to do to keep me from going back under.
I think so. *shuffles feet* I understand everything about Hannah, but sometimes I don't understand things about /me/. That's weird.
Thanks guys. If it's not that then I'll be back. Stupid medications. *chunks anti-depressants...and the rest of them as well*
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Snappy
Apr 20, 2005 20:15:24 GMT -5
Post by Kiba on Apr 20, 2005 20:15:24 GMT -5
Depression is a horrible thing to go through. Just think of happy thoughts or something. when wei were depressed we used to just go for a long hike until it all went away.
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Snappy
Apr 20, 2005 21:06:28 GMT -5
Post by |3200k1 on Apr 20, 2005 21:06:28 GMT -5
*nods* Wei've been depressed,too,and sometimes I still go through periods where I thin I might slip back. It sucks. I'm actually kind of in one now- the beginning of one,at least. I'm sure you'll be fine. *big honkin' hugs again*
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 11:12:26 GMT -5
Post by Zoe 'n' Calosta on Apr 21, 2005 11:12:26 GMT -5
awww so many vulnerable daemians *huggles for all* I just used to sulk in my room and Cal would make me watch a Disney cos they're all happy and bubbly ^^ But I hate my anti-depressents too, they suck having to remember to take them all the time.
But you have to take them to get well!
No! *Throws antidepressants down the toilet in childish strop* HA!
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 14:57:08 GMT -5
Post by |3200k1 on Apr 21, 2005 14:57:08 GMT -5
lol. On another note, I will say that one way I know I'm going into the depression again is that I get more grounded in this world-as in stop projecting Nemith as much or don't pay attention to things or think about anything beyond whats going on. I sleep alot,too. *huggles Nymmi* ^_^ I'm working on it.
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 17:27:07 GMT -5
Post by Annie on Apr 21, 2005 17:27:07 GMT -5
*giggles*
If thinking happy thoughts helped, I'd be the happiest person in the world. I'm just seriously messed up. I'd go on the's crying sprees. I'd cry for absolutely no reason whatsoever. I'd just be really depressed, and there weren't any thoughts to provoke it, or anything that happened to me. I had my....people....What do you call'em? Anyway, they were confused. They'd tell me to think happy thoughts, and I would when it happened, but that seemed to actually make me /worse/. I wasn't even thinking thoughts at all when it happened. Sometimes it was triggered by something, but not often. It's weird. I'm bi-polar. It has something to do with that.
Have you ever considered that just because you don't remember thinking about anything, doesn't mean that aren't surpressing it now?
o.o That's new
*hugs everyone* Don't go all suicidal on us, Brooke. We want you to /LIVE/! Muahahahahahahah! *evil grin* ^^
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 17:39:11 GMT -5
Post by |3200k1 on Apr 21, 2005 17:39:11 GMT -5
; Suprisingly-in all my depression I've ever had-even when it was as huge-ass problem- I have not ONCE been suicidal. Not once. *is proud*
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 17:43:57 GMT -5
Post by Annie on Apr 21, 2005 17:43:57 GMT -5
*mutters* lucky
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Sil and Veil
dæmian
"I'm not frigging Bambi you know."-Veil
Posts: 325
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 17:46:23 GMT -5
Post by Sil and Veil on Apr 21, 2005 17:46:23 GMT -5
; Suprisingly-in all my depression I've ever had-even when it was as huge-ass problem- I have not ONCE been suicidal. Not once. *is proud* I'm suicidal every other day. Meh. And today it seems to be one of those.
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 17:59:49 GMT -5
Post by Annie on Apr 21, 2005 17:59:49 GMT -5
*hugs sil* Just don't go off and kill yourself please.
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Sil and Veil
dæmian
"I'm not frigging Bambi you know."-Veil
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Snappy
Apr 21, 2005 18:02:56 GMT -5
Post by Sil and Veil on Apr 21, 2005 18:02:56 GMT -5
I haven't yet, so I doubt I will. Though I think it depends.... tomorrow my parents are finding out I have a boyfriend. I don't think it's going to go over well. At all.
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