Post by Annie on May 11, 2005 17:23:52 GMT -5
I didnt' feel right putting this in Daemons Only, so I want to put it here.
The problem is, Hannah has to make a big decision, real big, and it will crush her and myself, but it will be worse if she waits. I can't say what this decision is, it's a bit personal. Oh, she's not pregnant or anything, because I made it sound like that, didn't I? Well, don't worry about that, but she's really depressed about it. She didn't really realize it until I pointed it out, but she's stopped eating. She doesn't eat breakfast, and she eats a package of fruit snacks for lunch. She has a bowl of cereal for dinner, but now she doesn't have milk, and I know she doesn't want to take the effort to make something. She has no energy left. She eats only because she knows that she can't go to swimming, then karate and not pass out. And it hurts me so much. It hurts me because it is the hardest decision that wei could ever make, and it hurts me more because I have to make Hannah do it. And I'd rather be dead than endure it. But I have to be strong for Hannah. And it worries her, but I cry blood about it. It hurts her so deeply, that she's in shock. She doesn't feel. She's so depressed that she makes herself do things (homework, karate, etc...), and she cannot cry. It's saddening.
Anyone can reply. I don't want you to feel like only the daemons to answer. The humans can answer as well. Exactly why I didn't want it in Daemons only. So, if anyone can think of anything to say, please do. It might make Hannah feel better.
The problem is, Hannah has to make a big decision, real big, and it will crush her and myself, but it will be worse if she waits. I can't say what this decision is, it's a bit personal. Oh, she's not pregnant or anything, because I made it sound like that, didn't I? Well, don't worry about that, but she's really depressed about it. She didn't really realize it until I pointed it out, but she's stopped eating. She doesn't eat breakfast, and she eats a package of fruit snacks for lunch. She has a bowl of cereal for dinner, but now she doesn't have milk, and I know she doesn't want to take the effort to make something. She has no energy left. She eats only because she knows that she can't go to swimming, then karate and not pass out. And it hurts me so much. It hurts me because it is the hardest decision that wei could ever make, and it hurts me more because I have to make Hannah do it. And I'd rather be dead than endure it. But I have to be strong for Hannah. And it worries her, but I cry blood about it. It hurts her so deeply, that she's in shock. She doesn't feel. She's so depressed that she makes herself do things (homework, karate, etc...), and she cannot cry. It's saddening.
Anyone can reply. I don't want you to feel like only the daemons to answer. The humans can answer as well. Exactly why I didn't want it in Daemons only. So, if anyone can think of anything to say, please do. It might make Hannah feel better.